GILBERT, elena madison

[elena madison gilbert]

ELENA MADISON GILBERT
SEVENTEEN -- HUMAN -- NINA DOBREV

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JOURNAL ENTERIES
entry 1
wow. i met this guy today. his name is stefan salvatore. yeah, he's this really mysterious type guy but there is just something about him. i really like him too. and there is just something about him that makes me feel like i can trust him. i don't think i've felt this way about someone since matt. speaking of matt, he's acting really weird. i guess i can understand why though. after all i broke up kind of out of the blue with him and i know he still has feelings for me. it isn't exactly hard to tell. but whatever the case i really need to know more about this stefan guy. he seems to have taken interest in me too, so maybe things will actually work out. the only thing is it seems like caroline wants to kill me every time that i'm with him. obviously i don't want to piss her off or anything because i really do like caroline, she's one of my best friends and i don't want her to be jealous. but i'm not going to give stefan up like that.

entry 2
so damon took me to geogia last night. i was about ready to kill him. but after finding out about katherine and how i look exactly like her, well i couldn't really stand to be around stefan anymore. so i guess it was good to get out of mystic falls for a while. it's weird to think that damon and i actually had a half decent time. sure i got a little bit drunk and damon almost got killed but it was just an average day for me right? i mean that's what happens when you are dating a vampire. but there is something in damon, i mean i know he isn't the monster that he tries to portray himself as. i did save his life last night though, so i'm totally not going to let him forget that. ever!

entry 3
stefan has been acting very different lately. i mean very different. he hasn't been the guy that i fell in love with. i mean i am going to do anything to help him but he's turning more and more into well... damon. i mean i know he's been feeding on human blood and it has changed him a lot. i just hope more than anything that he can get past this. i love stefan and i'm not going to give up on him. i can help him get over it. i know i can. i might have to get damon to help me, i'm not so sure how well that will work out. but i'm going to do my best.

entry 4
so i found out that i was actually adopted and jeremy isn't really my brother, he's actually my cousin. you see i found out that my mother is actually isobel flemming. she's actually the ex-wife of mr. saltzman. pretty screwed up right? i thought so too. i don't think i will ever really understand any of it completely. but luckily i've had stefan to help me through it. even damon has been showing more of his human side recently. he's been almost sweet the past couple of days. in his annoyingly cocky way of course. i know that without a doubt stefan is worried about my relationship with damon and i've tried to convince him that nothing is going to happen between myself and damon but he doesn't really want to believe it. i guess he has reason not to though, he does know his brother better than i do.

entry 5
katherine is back. i honestly don't even know what to say! first off she cut off my uncle john's fingers. well i guess he's actually my father. but it's too weird to refer to him as that so i think we'll stick to uncle john. anyways, i know that stefan is worried and hell so am i! i just don't know what to do with the whole situation. i mean she looks exactly like me. that has to mean something right? it can't just be pure coincidence. how could it? things like that don't just happen. needless to say i'm kind of freaked out by the whole thing, but i know i have to stay strong! not just for me but for everyone. if i show any sign of weakness to katherine, well i'm done for. and damon? well he is one piece of work, what he did to jeremy is unforgivable. i don't know what was going through his head! i really thought that we were finally on the same page and that he was actually a good person and not the terrible heartless person he made himself out to me. but he once again managed to prove me wrong because he is just that. heartless and worthless! on top of all of that though? katherine turned caroline into a vampire, the last thing i ever wanted was for caroline to get involved in this. sure she can be a pain sometimes but she is one of my best friends and i wouldn't wish this world on anyone.

entry 6
just when we thought things couldn't get any worse we find out that werewolves exist. mason lockwood is a werewolf. i mean i guess i shouldn't really be surprised after all vampires and witches exist so why not just throw werewolves into the whole mix? it would make it so much easier right? i just don't really know how to react to the whole thing, it still feels as if i just found out about the whole vampire thing. everything is just so surreal, but i guess that is what comes with dating a vampire right?

ELENA'S FAVORITES
people;; well that's an impossible thing to answer. i mean stefan is like my favorite person. and then there is bonnie. i know we've gone through our rocky patches and stuff but bonnie is above all my favorite person. and i guess there is jeremy, he's my brother. and i've always been protective of him.

music;; honestly, i'm kind of one of those indie rock type girls. i've always loved the alternative music scene.

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